11/11/13, breaking free series, post #1

Awoke at 12:49am with butterflies in my stomach and a pending sense of expectation that good things are about to happen...this turned into delight which kept me up for hours. Hey, I'll take it!  It beats my general attitude the past 10 1/2 months or more.  It is a strange thing to lose sleep regularly and progressively...It prompted me to check out my own blog, yet I admit I haven't the desire, nor the courage at present to read thru it all yet.  SO please, don't feel like you need to either!  haha.  This started an ever-amazing chain of events which is still going on, now 6 days.  I am trusting that by tomorrow, Sunday, I shall have a true day of rest including sleeping a healthy amount.  I did go to the Healing Rooms of SMValley on Tuesday and believe the instigator of robbed sleep was apprehended amidst some seriously fun worship times, amazing prayer and words spoken over me which lifted my spirit like never in my life.  The wrong-recording that's been playing over and over in my head this past year has been disabled, replaced by wonderful, unlimited potential, mercy and grace.  The moment I entered the Healing Rooms reception area, I felt a sense of homecoming and was immediately ushered into God's love for me personally, as I heard the sweet rich tone of the worship leader singing about our souls.  I'd thought I'd left home too late to participate in the live worship. It was as moving as ever.  Word given on "REST"- appropo for me certainly.  It ALL was.  Everything connected in a supernatural way.  "Let it rain, let it rain.  Open the floodgates of heaven!" we sang and to my heart's delight, that is truly what I've been living this week.  Finally, the long-sought after abundant life.  Does this mean everything's easy-peasy?  Not at all.  Just able to deal, with patience (need lots of help here) including good atittude, which I consciously re-apply throughout daily events.  Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask, think, or even imagine....